Initiate

It's too late to try and take it back now
String me up and hang me upside down
How long before my head hits the ground?
This ain't easy for me.

It's further from the truth, it may seem
I lied because I want you to believe me
I know I've got it coming, wait and see

Tell me, that's not how it's supposed to be
It's the last time I'll be on my knees
That's not how it's supposed to be.

So sad, yeah, I ain't got much to show
How long before they start throwing stones?
Watch me as I'm pelted to the bone
And make a song for me

yearning