Bill Hicks

the sign of intelligence is that you are constantly wondering. idiots are always dead sure about every damn thing.




Donnerstag, 31. Mai 2012

Ketamine
"Journeys Into the Bright World" - Marcia Moore and Howard Alltounian  
"The Scientist"  - John Cunningham Lilly

;)

That’s the problem with drinking, I thought, as I poured myself a drink. If something bad happens you drink in an attempt to forget; if something good happens you drink in order to celebrate; and if nothing happens you drink to make something happen. 
 - Charles Bukowski

Mittwoch, 30. Mai 2012

Dienstag, 29. Mai 2012

David Lynch aptly describes the transition of an Idea to a Reality - in somewhat abstract terms.

We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path. 
— Paulo Coelho


Montag, 28. Mai 2012

Sonntag, 27. Mai 2012

amazing song


The infinite vibratory levels, the dimensions of interconnectedness are without end. There is nothing independent. All beings and things are residents in your awareness. 

- Alex Grey



I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.




all i am
is a man.
i want the world
in my hands.
i hate the beach,
but i stand
in california with my toes in the sand.
use the sleeves of my sweater.
lets have an adventure.
head in the clouds,
but my gravity's centered.
touch my neck, i'll touch yours,
you in those little high waisted shorts.
she knows what i think about.
what i think about.
1 love. 2 mouths.
1 love. 1 house.
no shirt. no blouse.
just us. you find out.
nothing that we don't want to tell you about.
it's too cold,
for you here. now,
let me hold,
both your hands in the holes of my sweater.
if i may,
just take your breath away.
i don't mind if theres not much to say.
sometimes the silence guides our minds to move to a place so far away.
goosebumps start to raise
the minute that my left hand meets your waist.
watch your face,
put my finger on your tongue cause you love the taste.
hearts adore,
every one the other beats hardest for.
inside this place it's warm,
outside it starts to pour.
coming down,
1 love. 2 mouths.
1 love. 1 house.
no shirt. no blouse.
just us. you find out.
nothing that we don't want to tell you about.
it's too cold,
for you here. now,
let me hold,
both your hands in the holes of my sweater.

Samstag, 26. Mai 2012

Freitag, 25. Mai 2012



I want to hold your hand laugh at your jokes walk by  your side snuggle on the couch look into your eyes talk about whatever and kiss your lips

Donnerstag, 24. Mai 2012

When you influence the world under a certain vibration, the effects ripple and attract the same types of things as that vibration, whether it be good or bad. 


Ego Death


Ego death is an experience that reveals the illusory aspect of the ego, sometimes undergone by mystics, shamans, monks, psychologists, alchemists and others interested in exploring the depths of the mind.
The practice of ego death as a deliberately sought “mystical experience” in some ways is said to overlap with, but is nevertheless distinct from, traditional teachings concerning enlightenment/”Nirvana” (in Buddhism) or “Moksha” (in Hinduism and Jainism), which might perhaps be better understood as transcendence of the notion that one even has any actual, non-illusory “ego” with which to experience “death” in the first place.
Many methods, practices, or experiences may induce this state, including prayer, sleep deprivation, fasting, meditation practice, ingestion of psychedelic substances, or the use of an isolation tank. It is suggested that individuals experiencing depersonalization may also claim to have had an ego death, although it may be misconstrued for deeper psychological irregularities.
An ego death is said to be characterized as the perceived loss of boundaries between self and environment, a sense of the loss of “control”, the loss of the accustomed feeling of existing as a “personal agent”, and loose “cognitive-association binding”. This “perceived loss of boundaries between self and environment” is said to be experienced through a sensation that one is the whole universe (and therefore there is no need to differentiate the “I” from the “universe”) or by simply acknowledging the “I” does not exist.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ego_death

stones



Mittwoch, 23. Mai 2012


What Is the Self? 
Mystics in all ages and cultures describe the self as infinite, stable and ever-present phenomena. Modern physics describe the world as a self-moving, self-designing pattern, an undivided wholeness, a dance. We, as a society, relate to the self mostly as an individual, unique, time bound form. Our common sense, as individuals and society, hasn’t caught up with this picture and it still based on long-held biases and stories. The Earth is clearly round but we still act as if it was flat…
We live at the dawn of a scientific revolution, every day brings new findings from a wide range of scientific disciplines about what it means to be human. Modern science now gives us the detailed descriptions of the mechanisms our brain needs to construct what we call the self.
Could it be this illusionary image of ourselves as separate beings that is keeping us in this perpetual state of anxiety, scarcity, fear, dissatisfaction and leading us, as a society, at this very delicate point in evolution?

This tattoo came from an idea to create an image to bring together science and nature. The outline is the Mandelbrot Set, discovered by Benoit Mandelbrot in the late 70s, and often considered to be one of the first fractal images ever produced. Inside the Set is the Tree of Life as interpreted by the tattoo artist, David Hale of LoveHawk Studios in Athens, Ga. David really brought this idea to life and created an amazing image that captures what I envisioned more clearly than I thought possible. Hope you all enjoy it too!

Love Drum

“The wind blows against my skin in a way I could have never imagined. Its touch massages my pores, filling the microscopic holes with flowing sensation. The sounds of the birds’ songs inhales through my ears and exhales into the world. It fills the empty space which stretches infinitely out and in. These eyes see the beauty so easily overlooked. It’s impossible to truly convey in words how different everything looks to me now. This gift turned everything into bliss. A world I once perceived as ugly has shape shifted into an ineffable dream. Nothing has changed, yet everything is different. I am the rhythm, beating the drum into existence. When the thing burns the doing is born and from that comes true peace.”
  -TheUniverseWorks


Legendary John Chang, shows Chi energy, fires, electric shocks, etc.

Lawrence Blair returns to find the legendary John Chang, master of Mo Pai Nei Kung, a Chi-kung system. The only two books I know of on John Chang are “The Magus of Java: Teachings of an Authentic Taoist Immortal”, and “Nei Kung: The Secret Teachings of the Warrior Sages” For most people such things seem fake. I have my *undeniable* proof that did not require anyone else in the form of OBE’s where I left my body, went to distant location, analyzed, went back to physical body, went to location in physical, and verified. You ask, “Why not prove it the world and academic.” If you knew what I knew, then you would know your question is like asking me to rob a bank. It’s wrong. Earth is a school. Would you walk into a class and give everyone the answers to their exam? You would not, and the teacher wouldn’t let you anyways. Furthermore, even during my peak years it took me ~ 3 hours of intense OBE exercises every night just to have one OBE ~ every 11 days. There are a lot of people who can project out of body, but just like a new born baby must learn to properly use their eyes, also an OBE’er must learn to use their subtle bodies. That typically takes at least 5 years, and in which case they can then obtain their personal proof.

Anyhow, there are reason why such things cannot become global proof *yet*. There is a time for everything. It’s coming, ~ the early 2020’s.
"Surrealism does not lie. It is the single truth. It is an epidemic. It is. It is just words."
- William Carlos Williams


Full Spectrum of Energy Assimilation, light refraction, revised 2012.

Dienstag, 22. Mai 2012

Montag, 21. Mai 2012

I remember we used to sit out back and drink until the morning light
Always bummin' smokes and talking trash about the pleasure we had
Summers come and gone
And the winter needs a song
And I guess I keep movin' along in a rhyme that I have in my head
Rhyme that I have in my head

Oh we used to drop some pills and sing til we lose our voice
Chasing our dreams, we tried to put em' in a bag and save em' for another day yeah
Oh I feel,these memories are real
Times you can't steal
For the love that I have for my friends
Love that I have for my friends

I just can pretend I need you
You aint' no other love I never had
Soon you will find my log
Its a beat that will never stop
Its the loneliest time apart

Love that I have for my friends

Sonntag, 20. Mai 2012

What if the point of life has nothing to do with the creation of an ever-expanding region of control? What if the point is not to keep at bay all those people, beings, objects and emotions that we so needlessly fear? What if the point instead is to let go of that control? What if the point of life, the primary reason for existence, is to lie naked with your lover in a shady grove of trees? What if the point is to taste each other’s sweat and feel the delicate pressure of finger on chest, thigh on thigh, lip on cheek? What if the point is to stop, then, in your slow movements together, and listen to the birdsong, to watch the dragonflies hover, to look at your lover’s face, then up at the undersides of leaves moving together in the breeze? What if the point is to invite these others into your movement, to bring trees, wind, grass, dragonflies into your family and in so doing abandon any attempt to control them? What if the point all along has been to get along, to relate, to experience things on their own terms? What if the point is to feel joy when joyous, love when loving, anger when angry, thoughtful when full of thought? What if the point from the beginning has been to simply be?
― Derrick Jensen, A Language Older Than Words


Freitag, 18. Mai 2012

Ask yourself if what you’re doing today is getting you closer to where you want to be tomorrow.
Waking Life (Full Film) 


I know I’ve probably posted this a million times before to two of my blogs but omg, it’s so gooood, everyone should watch this!
"Do you know what I need? To escape into the mountains, surrounded by tall trees, I will lay on the moss, and breath in the scent of mushrooms, flowers and wet soil."
— Le’echappee



Mittwoch, 16. Mai 2012

When the seas of life are rough, grab a surfboard and ride the waves.


Where is my down to earth, muscian playing, free spirited chic. Does she really exist or is she just a dream?


Dienstag, 15. Mai 2012

There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting. 
 ~Buddha

Montag, 14. Mai 2012

Yes, for your viewing pleasure

Samstag, 12. Mai 2012

active sleep and frogs outside :) like old times



Dienstag, 8. Mai 2012

This just blew my mind



    7 LEVEL MULTIVERSE

    The diagrams above represent the 7 level multiverse contained in the 10 sephiroth as a cosmic projection of the forces and matter. The quantum fluctuation event is the light source of the multiverse projection which derived itself from that of thephoton. The multiverse is projected from the consciousness of the mind of God through the unified field that creates our reality. The 7th multiverse which is our universe sits at the day of rest which could be related to the 7 days of creation that we see in the Genesis account.

    Each multiverse acts as a side on a cube which projects our universe in the center which cannot be seen by an outside observer except for the one who created it. The 6 multiverses that encompass our universe can be thought of as a proton and a neutron type comparison which is present in all matter and energy. Biblical accounts refer to the number 7 in many ways, it’s described as the 7 churches, the 7 stars, the 7 angels, the 7 spirits, the 7 levels of heaven, the 7candlesticks, the 7 days of creation etc… These similarities also apply to our 7 days in a week, our 7 year itch, our 7 points in space time, our 7 level multiverse, the 7 chakras, the 7 colors of the rainbow spectrum, the 7 electromagnetic waves, our 7 sensory points on the human head and the 7 deadly sins.

Check it, Android Jones
Wow. Definitely made me speechless.


When your mind starts telling you what you have to do to make everything okay, don't buy into what it's telling you. The truth is, everything will be okay as soon as you are okay with everything. And that's the only time everything will be okay.
 - Michael A. Singer

Montag, 7. Mai 2012

Sonntag, 6. Mai 2012

So long as you are still worried about what others think of you, you are owned by them. Only when you require no approval from outside yourself can youA own yourself.
- Neale Donald Walsch

Samstag, 5. Mai 2012

Expand your consciousness by having deep discussions about things that may or may not be real. It broadens the boundaries of your imagination, and it's great practice for thinking outside the box.

Freitag, 4. Mai 2012

Donnerstag, 3. Mai 2012

If you want to achieve anything in life, you have to act without any fear of gain or loss. 
-Yogi Bhajan 


I LOVE spirit science!!!

 

I don't care :)
 

Mittwoch, 2. Mai 2012

:) Drake

N = R_* \cdot f_p \cdot n_e \cdot f_l \cdot f_i \cdot f_c \cdot L

the coolest equation you'll ever understand? 

 

Dienstag, 1. Mai 2012

All humans are storytellers with their own unique point of view. When we understand this, we no longer feel the need to impose our story on others or to defend what we believe. Instead, we see all of us as artists with the right to create our own art. 
- Don Miguel Ruiz 

Miracles start to happen when you give as much energy to your dreams as to your fears. 
- Richard Wilkins
(I love this - I wish for everyone that they can convert fears to wonderful dreams.)