Bill Hicks

the sign of intelligence is that you are constantly wondering. idiots are always dead sure about every damn thing.




Mittwoch, 28. September 2011

Joe talks about Psychedelics

do you know what I mean when I say the sometimes I don't have any feelings or emotions? I'm not a good mood, or a bad mood. I just sit there, by myself, and think. I overthink sometimes. I think about what has happened, what will happen, and what could have happened. I think about you, I think about what's wrong in my life, I think about how I can get myself out of this stage, I think about why I got here in the first place. I think about everything and anything
SX



Dienstag, 27. September 2011

We are the same as plants, as trees, as other people, as the rain that falls - we consist of that which is around us - we are the same as everything. 
-Buddha


When you deny the reality of life, you appreciate it less. Meditate on the Buddha’s Five Remembrances and rediscover the magic of life just as it is.

I am of the nature to grow old.
There is no way to escape growing old.

I am of the nature to have ill health.
There is no way to escape ill health.

I am of the nature to die.
There is no way to escape death.

All that is dear to me and everyone I love
are the nature to change.

There is no way to escape
being separated from them.

My actions are my only true belongings.
I cannot escape the consequences of my actions.

My actions are the ground upon which I stand.



Montag, 26. September 2011

el loco


desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

~ Max Ehrmann 1927


And please, vote the cheap, lying, no-good, rotten, four-flushing, low-life, snake-licking, dirt-eating, inbred, overstuffed, ignorant, blood-sucking, dog-kissing, brainless, dickless, hopeless, heartless, fat-assed, bug-eyed, stiff-legged, spotty-lipped, worm-headed sack-of-monkey-shit repiglickin teabaggers out of xxxxxxx in 2012.



Whenever I catch sight of others,
By thinking, “It is through them,
That I will reach awakening,”
I’ll look with sincerity and love.

- Shantideva, The Way of the Bodhisattva


Sonntag, 25. September 2011


with one “minor” change …
we pass through this life with the belief that the Earth is ours,
but it is, in fact, just the opposite - we belong to the Earth.
Without the Earth, we do not exist.
Without us, the Earth will do just fine.




Samstag, 24. September 2011

If ups and downs didn't exist, nothing would. Ride the waves my friends, and enjoy the fuck out of them.


NOR - Time Lapse Music Video 

Finnish/Australian metal orchestra Hevein have released the 1st single "Nor" off their sophomore album "Gentle Anarchy".
Hevein have released the song with an accompanying video exclusively online.  The video uses timelapse  extensively.
Over 2 years in the making and filmed in 5 countries the Nor music video is groundbreaking and breathtaking. It was directed and edited by guitarist Leif Hedström and photographer Tuukka Peltonen.
When asked to describe the video Leif said…
“ It’s like an epic BBC nature documentry edited to the rhythm of the song. It’s kind of like the movie Baraka but with heavy music. No actors, no sets, no band, no naked chicks, no fake crap… just real life.”





Posted by Alex Grey.
All around the planet hundreds of millions of people are waiting for events to unfold in the year 2012, that they… believe will bring either the birth of a harmonious new reality… or ‘the end of the world.

But what if those events were actually to take place THIS YEAR, in 2011?

In Awakening As One’s new film “The Quickening” we will explain why so many people have been experiencing the sensation that “Time is Speeding Up”; particularly since the Earthquake in Japan.

And we will also show how research indicates that this accelerated experience of reality could peak sometime around October 28th, 2011; culminating in a global experience of Unity Consciousness, which would then lead to the experience of a harmonious new way of being.

“The Quickening” will also take a look at the unfolding of current events and how they directly relate to Hopi and Mayan Prophecies, indicating that we are on the Cusp of Great Changes, which signify the shifting of the Age… and the Birth of a New World.

STATEMENT FROM CARL CALLEMAN:
Carl Calleman wishes to emphasize that in his final analysis, the polarity shift to unity consciousness
will require our active and committed participation such as in the Cosmic Convergence, event. For information on this event please visit the link below:  Cosmic Convergence, Mayan Calendar- Dr Carl Calleman 

‘Home’ by Yann Arthus-Bertrand
 


Enjoy the show everyone. I love you all




Freitag, 23. September 2011

"Silent Weapon For A Quiet War" - Handbuch zur Manipulation der Menschheit. 
Auszug aus dem einem Dokument oder Handbuch, das für Geheimdienste / Bilderberger geschrieben wurde. Um ca. 1950

Die Erfahrung hat Bewiesen, die einfachste Methode, die lautlose Waffe abzusichern und die Kontrolle über die Öffentlichkeit zu gewinnen, die ist, sie einerseits undiszipliniert und unwissend über grundlegende Prinzipien dess Systems zu lassen und sie anderseits zu verwirren, zu zerstreuen und mit Dingen beschäftigen, die keine wirkliche Bedeutung haben.

Die wird erreicht durch:

1. Ausschalten ihres Verstandes; Sabotage ihrer geistigen Aktivitäten; Bereitstellen eines qualitativ geringen öffentlichen Bildungsprogramms in Mathematik, Systemdesign und Wirtschaftswissenschaften und Entmutigen von technischer Kreativität.
2. lnanspruchnahme ihrer Emotionen, Steigern ihrer Zügellosigkeit und ihrer Masslosigkeit in emotionalen und körperlichen Aktivitaten durch:
a) pausenlose emotionale Beleidigungen und Angriffe (geistige und emotionale Vergewaltigung) durch ein permanentes Sperrfeuer von Sex, Gewalt und Kriegen in den Medien - besonders im Fernsehen und in den Zeitungen.
b) ihnen zu geben, was sie wünschen - und zwar im Übermass - ,,Junk-Food für die Gedanken”- und sie von ihren wirklichen Bedürfnissen abbringen.
c) Umschreiben der Geschichte und Gesetze und die Öffentlichkeit dieser abweichenden Kreation unterwerfen, dadurch in der Lage sein, ihr Denken von persönlichen Bedürfnissen weg zu künstlich geschaffenen und äusseren Prioritäten hin zu verlagern.

Diese Dinge vermeiden ihr Interesse und ihr Entdecken der lautlosen Waffe der sozialen Automation. Die allgemeine Regel lautet, dass in der Verwirrung Profit legt: Je mehr Verwirrung, desto mehr Gewinn. Daher ist die beste Methode die, Probleme zu schaffen und dann die Losung anzubieten.

Kurzgefasst:
Medien: Lenke die Aufmerksamkeit des erwachsenen Publikums von den wahren gesellschaftlichen Problemen ab und beschäftige sie mit völlig bedeutungslosen Dingen.

Schulen: Halte die jungen Menschen in Unkenntnis über wirkliche Mathematik, wirkliche Wirtschaftswissenschaft, wirkliche Gesetzeskunde und wahre Geschichte.
Unterhaltung: Halte den öffentlichen Diskurs auf einem Niveau unterhalb von Sechstklässlern.
Arbeit: Halte die Öffentlichkeit beschäftigt, beschäftigt, beschäftigt ohne Zeit zum Nachdenken; zurück auf die Weide zu den anderen Tieren.”
(Quelle) 

Donnerstag, 22. September 2011

Words are the source of misunderstandings.

Mittwoch, 21. September 2011


Effective incentives
How dare you stand corrected
No motives, intentions
A single thought to call your own
Deceptive, defensive
Don't look at me rejected
Conclusions, dillusions
Look at you standing all alone
All alone, all alone, all alone

A passive aggressive
You didn't get the message
A second opinion
A word that turned into a crime
A massive offensive
You seem to me obsessive
Your version diversion
So tell me something I don't know
All alone, all alone, all alone

Effective incentives
How dare you stand corrected
A motive, intentions
Beyond all reconginition
Deceptive, defensive
Don't look at me rejected
A passive aggressive, you didn't get the message
A massive offensive you seem to me obsessive
Conclusions, delusions
Look at you standing all alone.




And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak of the LCD took you a little farther away from me
Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that out memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds
But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself
'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads
But I'm thinking of what SHE said that "Love is watching someone die"
So who's going to watch you die?..


my food


stuff




Dienstag, 20. September 2011

"Remember one thing always — that there is no cause to be anxious in life, and all causes are just excuses. If you decide not to be anxious, then nothing will make you anxious; there is nothing worth it. Life is such a fleeting phenomenon that is going to disappear one day. Why be bothered too much about it? We are only here for so few days. Just play the game and remain aloof. If one can remain a witness, aloof, distant from things, then anxiety is not possible. Anxiety comes into existence only when we become identified with small things. And they all pass."
-Osho
"I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity"
-Poe





Montag, 19. September 2011

Why Meditate?


As you probably know, meditation can bring up repressed feelings and sensations, sometimes even things we didn’t know we were carrying around with us. Bringing up these hidden things can give the impression to a person that they just “came out of nowhere”.

The truth is all of us carry fear, anger, worry, doubt, anxiety,negative thoughts, and emotional pain which is perfectly normal. When we meditate we have the opportunity to know ourselves through these feelings and understand that they are just feelings. They do not represent who we are, just what we are feeling at that particular moment. Understanding this concept is life transforming; hence one of the reasons why we meditate.
Another wonderful reason to meditate is to open your awareness to the universal oneness we call “god”. No matter what your religions background everyone can benefit from a meditation practice.


Sonntag, 18. September 2011

maybe this year I'll get myself off of the floor and try to pretend that things are getting better, that I'm changing but I still feel the same


I have come curiously close to the end, down beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, Defeated, I concede and move closer. I may find comfort here. I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful! It's calling me...
And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping the moon tells me a secret - my confidant.
As full and bright as I am this light is not my own and a million light reflections pass over me. Its source is bright and endless; she resuscitates the hopeless without her. We are lifeless satellites drifting. And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism.
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late; I pray the light lifts me out before I pine away. So crucify the ego, before it's far too late To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical and you will come to find that we are all one mind. Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable. Just let the light touch you and let the words spill through and let them pass right through. Bringing out our hope and reason ...  before we pine away.



Donnerstag, 15. September 2011

i feel like i have almost psychic abilities. i hope there is a way to harness something and build it up…


Mittwoch, 14. September 2011

People say, ‘I’m going to sleep now,’ as if it were nothing. But it’s really a bizarre activity. ‘For the next several hours, while the sun is gone, I’m going to become unconscious, temporarily losing command over everything I know and understand. When the sun returns, I will resume my life. If you didn’t know what sleep was, and you had only seen it in a science fiction movie, you would think it was weird and tell all your friends about the movie you’d seen. They had these people, you know? And they would walk around all day and be OK? And then, once a day, usually after dark, they would lie down on these special platforms and become unconscious. They would stop functioning almost completely, except deep in their minds they would have adventures and experiences that were completely impossible in real life. As they lay there, completely vulnerable to their enemies, their only movements were to occasionally shift from one position to another; or, if one of the ‘mind adventures’ got too real, they would sit up and scream and be glad they weren’t unconscious anymore. Then they would drink a lot of coffee. So, next time you see someone sleeping, make believe you’re in a science fiction movie. And whisper, ‘The creature is regenerating itself.
-George Carlin
 
 

'Swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you:
Here I am, here I am waiting to hold you.'

my phone ring for one very special person

Dienstag, 13. September 2011

i’m begging you.

i think it is so terribly sad when you want something so much but the stars won’t let you have it. mother nature, do you really know what’s good for me? or is this all by fucking chance?
SX


"The secret of attraction is to love yourself.
Attractive people judge neither themselves nor others. They are open to gestures of love.
They think about love, and express their love in every action.
They know that love is not a mere sentiment,
but the ultimate truth at the heart of the universe.
"

Deepak Chopra


 

Montag, 12. September 2011

my friend ulysses

Nothing here, but the memories silence brings
Feels I´m falling through the space that´s gather in
I´ve got the blood, blood of gauls,
I never did understand its call
But where now? I don´t know,
Walking that street known as devil´s row
Have I tried, tried too hard, I don´t know, I don´t know
Planted seeds where, nothing new,
Ever grows...
Memories, late at night
Was it worth it that sacrifice?
It seems I´m trapped, trapped again
Just to begin at the journey´s end
I hope that you, you don´t become,
Like Ulysses, my friend
You and your adventures, across the seas
Treading through the, corridors, of the past
Was I dead
when i walked here
before I ask
Blood shot eyes, feeling raw   
You will walk where none walked before
You will hurt, yes you´ll fear
You´ll take a punch for that elixir
And in the morning, tear down you disguises
It doesn´t matter if you never arrived
And with that question which says what for?
You´ll know at last that you´ve given it all
I hope that you don´t become like Ulysses, my friend
You & your adventures cross the seas my friend
 You & your adventures, that never ends

 

Yoshimi :)




Her name is Yoshimi - she's a black belt in karate
Working for the city - she has to discipline her body -
Cause she knows that it's demanding to defeat these
Evil machines - I know she can beat them -
Oh Yoshimi
They don't believe me
But you won't let those
Robots defeat me
Oh Yoshimi
They don't believe me
But you won't let those
Robots eat me
Those evil natured robots - they're programmed to
Destroy us - She's gotta be strong to fight them -
So she's taking lots of vitamins - cause she knows that
It'd be tragic if those evil robots win - I know
She can beat them!

Divine Moments Of Truth


"Remember the clear light, the pure clear white light from which everything in the universe comes, to which everything in the universe returns; the original nature of your own mind. The natural state of the universe unmanifest. Let go into the clear light, trust it, merge with it. It is your own true nature, it is home."

- Tibetan Book of the Dead 
May the Great Spirit Bless you
with the knowledge of your inner
strength and wisdom.
May you have the strength of eagles’ wings,
The faith and courage to fly to new heights,
And the wisdom of the universe
to carry you there.
We can only be what we give
ourselves the power to be.
— Native American Blessing

 

Sonntag, 11. September 2011

i had a dream about lucid dreaming lastnight. it was fuckin weird cuz like, i was dreaming about dreaming, about controlling my dreams while controlled my dream… 
SX


 

Freitag, 9. September 2011

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself 
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I’m reaching up and reaching out,
I’m reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one’s been.
We’ll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one’s been.

SX

kyuss - green machine


I've got a war inside my head
It's got to set your soul free
I've got a wheel inside my head
A wheel of understandingI'm a loadin', loadin' my war machine
I'm contributing to the system, the break down scheme
I'm a shuttin' down, I'm shuttin' down your greed for green
I am here to gun it down, I gotta doI see pretty flowers at my feet
Cool breeze, clean air, hospitality
Pretty please, pretty please, pretty please
Get the hell away from me

Mittwoch, 7. September 2011


everyone has a plan until they get punched in the mouth


Dienstag, 6. September 2011

Burning Man




think positive

When I need it the most, the universe always has a way of reminding me to stay calm and that things come full circle, always. Peace & love. Sending you nothing but good vibes, always!
SX



Samstag, 3. September 2011

Empty



Well I looked my demons in the eyes.
Laid bare my chest, said, "Do your best t' destroy me".
Y' see, I've been to hell and back so many times,
I must admit you kinda bore me.

There's a lot a' things that can kill a man.
There's a lot a' ways to die.
Yes and some already dead and walk beside me.
There's a lot a' things I don't understand.
Why so many people lie.
It's the hurt I hide that fuels the fires inside me.

Will I always feel this way.
So empty, so estranged.

My mom's piano


Freitag, 2. September 2011