fuck ... obsessed with these lyrics.

Truth. Truth is I never shook my shadow it’s trying to trick me into doing battle Calling out “faker” only get me rattled Want to pull me back behind the fence with the cattle Building your lenses Digging your trenches Put me on the front line Leave me with a dumb mind With no defenses But your defenses If you can’t stand to feel the pain then you are senseless
Since this I’ve grown up some Different kind of fighter And when the darkness come let it inside you Your darkness is shining My darkness is shining Have faith in myself Truth
I’ve seen a million numbered doors on the horizon Now which is the future you choosen before you gone dying. I’ll tell you ‘bout a secret I’ve been underminding Every little lie in this world come from dividing Say you’re my lover, say you’re my homie, Tilt my chin back slit my throat take a bath in my blood get to know me All out of my secrets All my enemies are turning into my teachers. Because, lights blinding, no way dividing what’s yours or mine when everything’s shining Your darkness is shining my darkness is shining Have faith in ourselves Truth Yes I’m only loving, only trying to only love That’s what I’m trying to do is only loving Yes I’m only lonely loving feeling only loving Till I’m feeling only loving Ya say it ain’t loving ain’t loving my loving But I’m only loving only loving only loving.